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  • Listening to: Harder to breath
  • Drinking: Sprite
Ok, so some updates:

1.) I have gotten a paypal and figured out how it works. I have even done a few commissions
2.) Bad news: My laptop is barely functioning at this point (the screen is falling off, quite literally. its being held together with tape), and I can't draw at the moment. Once I get a new laptop or desktop I'll be making commission information.
3.) I'm... back in Wilmington.
4.)I still have my rp blogs (which are more active these days than my personal blog and my art blog). If you want to contact me, rp, or just follow it, i would be happy to link you to my blogs.
So im finally gonna get around to making those commission prices soon. Ill be posting the info on here once i 
1.) figure out how paypal works (if someone who knows about paypal could help me out with this one, thatd be great)
2.) draw everything for the examples

ill also be posting info for stuff on my main and my rp blogs, as well as my art blog. i would greatly appreciate it if people would commission me once i get it all set up. :) 
done with college for the summer (i finished a while ago but only recently got back up to deviant art)

i can mostly be found on tumblr these days but i do plan on trying to get back into the habit of posting my drawings on here. 

i have a few rp blogs now so if you like homestuck or roleplaying im oc friendly. the links to said rp blogs can be found on my tumblr with the same name, silverfoxx18.

ill probably take up commissions soon, once i sketch out the prices with examples. it wont be anything expensive but i do kinda need the money. im jobless, currently out of home (not homeless, im staying with some relatives, but for the most part two particular people in my house make me feel all KINDS of unwelcome), and my laptop needs replacing. I'm trying to get a job but i havent gotten any word back.
  • Listening to: Love Me Now
  • Playing: Pokefarm
1.) My tumblr accounts are still active ((feel free to follow me and ask questions and interact)), ive got a pokefarm account now ((please feel free to check it out once in a while and click the pokemon there))

same place, different link. :P 

2.) if i were to open commissions ((which might be soon)), i would greatly appreciate donations or even just commission me. I am a broke college student ((more so now then i was BEFORE i got this bank account. i had to pay a $600 rent and i dont have much money left for things, so if you can commission me and want to, PLEASE DO.))

3.) would anyone be interested if i made a pokemon or homestuck webcomic? I want to but honestly I dunno if i will or not. Comment at the bottom. if i do, i would accept requests for people to be featured in it. 
ok so ive mostly moved over to tumblr, i have a main blog, a homestuck ask blog, and an art blog so far, but i may add more. 

links can be found here:…

the last one is the main blog. 

Feel free to follow me and talk to me and stuff. Ill be opening commissions soon enough and ill post that info on here too. 
We've been having financial problems and mom has been in and out of the hospital. with all the running around, the internet got cut off for a long time. 

I am sorry to any people that thought i was avoiding them or ignoring them. THAT IS NOT THE CASE. 

I am sorry for any birthdays I missed. If we talk regularly, i can draw you something if you want. 

Again, I am terribly sorry for the pause, and hopefully im back now.
Im a homestuck fan, so these questions are homestuck related. If you can help, thatd be good.

What kind of settings would I have to use to make the troll horns and skin color and the blood colors??

Just wondering...cause....:P

ALSO!! Does anyone know how to make a copic marker on sai?? That would be helpful. I think I have the 2015 or 2014 version, so any help would be good. 
And i have to say, i like them both pretty good. I couldnt find episode one or two of steven universe, but i like it. 
And typed in the KHR characters.
This is what i got. O.o

Day 1

Lambo killed by P. Shitt
Reborn killed by Haru Miura
Lal-mirch killed by Enma
I-pin killed by Haru Miura
Ken Joshima killed by Bluebell

Day 2

Aria killed by Hibari Kyoya
Gokudera Hayato killed by M.M.
Elena killed by M.M.
Mukuro Rokudo killed by M.M.
Chrome Dokuro killed by M.M.
Hibari Kyoya killed by Takeshi Yamamoto

Day 3

M.M. killed by Kyoku Sasagawa
Kyoku Sasagawa killed by Tsunayoshi Sawada
Basil killed by Bianchi Hayato

Day 4

Adelheid Suzuki killed by Byakuran

Day 5

Bianchi Hayato killed by Bluebell
P. Shitt killed by Byakuran
Takeshi Yamamoto killed by Byakuran

Day 6

Tsunayoshi Sawada killed by Enma
Bluebell killed by Enma

Day 7

Daemon Spade killed by Byakuran
Enma killed by Byakuran
Haru Miura killed by Byakuran

Byakuran is the victor!

Ok, somehow, im not shocked that Bya-kun won. And im happy Tsuna killed Kyoku. BUT ENMA WTH?!?
And M.M. killed both Chrome and MUKURO!?!?
I have the flu, so I may not be on until next week. 
Ive been runing a fever of about 102-103 degrees Fahrenheit. 
Sorry, but staring at a screen is hard and painful on my eyes. 
God, I might hurl. :P
SOrry everyone!
  • 1. We would miss you.
  • 2. It’s not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
  • 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
  • 4. There’s so much you would miss out on doing.
  • 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
  • 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
  • 7. You ARE worth it. Don’t let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
  • 8. You are amazing.
  • 9. A time will come, once you’ve battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won’t regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
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  • 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that’s still a reason to stay alive.
  • 12. You won’t be able to listen to music if you die.
  • 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You’ll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
  • 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
  • 15. You’re preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
  • 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
  • 17. You’re gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
  • 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you’ll never hear their voice again…
  • 19. You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
  • 20. Listening to incredibly loud music
  • 21. Being alive is just really good.
  • 22. Not being alive is really bad.
  • 23. Finding your soulmate.
  • 24. Red pandas
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  • 26. Really soft pillows.
  • 27. Eating pizza in New York City.
  • 28. Proving people wrong with your success.
  • 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
  • 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
  • 31. Being able to help other people.
  • 32. Bonfires.
  • 33. Sitting on rooftops.
  • 34. Seeing every single country in the world.
  • 35. Going on roadtrips.
  • 36. You might win the lottery someday.
  • 37. Listening to music on a record player.
  • 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
  • 39. Taking really cool pictures.
  • 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
  • 41. Hearing crazy stories.
  • 42. Telling crazy stories.
  • 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
  • 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know.
  • 45. Travelling to another planet someday.
  • 46. Having an underwater house.
  • 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
  • 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
  • 49. Trampolines.
  • 50. Think about your favourite movie, you’ll never watch it again.
  • 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
  • 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it’s for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
  • 53. People do care.
  • 54. Treehouses
  • 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
  • 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
  • 56. I don’t even know you and I love you.
  • 57. I don’t even know you and I care about you.
  • 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
  • 59. You won’t be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
  • 61. Starbucks.
  • 62. Hugs.
  • 63. Stargazing.
  • 64. You have a purpose, and it’s up to you to find out what it is.
  • 65. You’ve changed somebody’s life.
  • 66. Now you could change the world.
  • 67. You will meet the person that’s perfect for you.
  • 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
  • 69. You have the chance to save somebody’s life.
  • 70. If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things.
  • 71. Making snow angels.
  • 72. Making snowmen.
  • 73. Snowball fights.
  • 74. Life is what you make of it.
  • 75. Everybody has a talent.
  • 76. Laughing until you cry.
  • 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
  • 78. The world would not be the same if you didn’t exist.
  • 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
  • 80. Be yourself, don’t take anyone’s shit, and never let them take you alive.
  • 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
  • 82. Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.
  • 83. One day your smile will be real.
  • 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
  • 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
  • 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
  • 87. Eating crazy food.
  • 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
  • 89. Sleeping in all day.
  • 90. Creating something you’re proud of.
  • 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn’t commit
  • 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
  • 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
  • 94. Sherlock season three.
  • 95. Cuddling under the stars.
  • 96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
  • 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
  • 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
  • 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
  • 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now, literally anything could happen
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We got it fixed (thank you senpai).

I missed only one question. And I missed it cause I couldnt figure out how to space my letters. (The teacher said the spacing was only till we learned the words more easily). 
So i will be taking japanese, but I need my keyboard to be able to type in japanese. I have been TRYING to follow all these intructions, but I can't seem to figure it out!! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!…
so, today I was leaving my apartment to get some groceries, and I just fell down the stairs. Like, half a flight of steep stairs. I finally caught the inside of the railing, and kept myself from falling any farther. All I could think ater that was how Homestuck had warned me. And how I could finally relax and stop having those awful daydreams of falling down the stairs. Mom said she heard me fall and it sounded like a 2 liter soda falling. XD
I have stumbled upon the joys of Shimejis!! >w<

Happy New Years everyone!
I wont talk to most of you till next year! ^.'
Every once a while in my life, I have what mom calls "premonitions". 
Once, when i was in the bathroom, I saw this dead bug in the bathtub. I stared at it for a while, and said to myself "It would be funny if it moved." 
About a couple of seconds later, it moved.
When we had moved into this new house, and it was christmas, I helped set up a bit of the tree. I imagined bumping into the pool table, and staggering off. I promptly hit the pool table and staggered off.

And today, I had the scariest, shortest phone call, and it went exactly as I thought.

"Hello. Is Angela (thats my mom, in case any one is wondering) there?" says the person on the phone.
"um, can I ask who is calling?" I ask.
"Yes, Lexi."
"..............I'm sorry, please say that again."
"Yes. Its Lexi."

Its a long story, but i wont say who that was or why I said it was scary.
  • Listening to: Shout it out if You're a Homestuck
  • Reading: Homestuck fanfics
  • Playing: on tumblr
  • Eating: fudge
  • Drinking: pepsi
Shout it out if You're a Homestuck!

I am in love with this song!! 

Look it up!! XD
  • Reading: Homestuck fanfics
  • Playing: on tumblr
  • Eating: fudge
  • Drinking: pepsi
Wow. We plugged in that new lamp, and now my eyes hurt. The room has not been this bright since....well, since we let the sun come in. (We hung up a very dark blanket over our window to keep that pesky sun from waking us up. Our room used to be very dark. But at least our room is bright enough we can draw. *shrug* Its a plain lamp, but its good, i guess.
  • Reading: Homestuck fanfics
  • Playing: on tumblr
  • Eating: fudge
  • Drinking: pepsi
So, i am addicted to tumblr. 
Finally, tumblr told me i have exceeded my daily posts, and i was finally able to log off. 
Now i can go eat. THANK GOD!!